Peace
Yesterday was a good day, Richard and I were reunited with our ol’pal Nic once again. He’s been off sailing the world for the last two years (such a hard life ay Nic!?). In the last 24hrs we’ve had a good chin wag and a catch up and I’m just so happy that we were able to spend that time together - minus the food poisoning, sorry about that…
Aside from this I’ve been taking it easy. Trying to combat my permanent fatigue by getting out there and keeping active. Mind over matter and all that.
I had a call from the hospital this afternoon, my urine sample from Tuesday came back from the lab this morning and showed no signs of infection. Apparently it’s quite common for one of the drugs I’m having to present protein in the urine a few days following infusion. I’m just glad I can have a break from anti-biotics!
I haven’t been getting much sleep over the last couple of weeks, I keep waking in the night and having panic attacks where I feel like I can’t breathe properly. It frightens me and exhausts me for the day ahead… I wish there was a pathway in the brain where you could close the door and forget about what’s going on in the other room.
Peace would be nice please :)